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What's happened in the past

04/29/03/11:54pm - Rambled.
"If you're expecting something deep and meaningful, you're not getting it." - Me

04/22/03/10:19pm - Rambled.

04/21/03/11:30am - Rambled yet again.

04/20/03/11:54pm - Yeah, happy Easter, 4.20, Christ's.. whatever he did. Enjoy my rambling.
"Digestive biscuits are yummy." - Steph

04/19/03/8:02pm - Rambled, added new pictures to my album.

04/18/03/7:08pm - Rambled.

04/17/03/12:47am - Arlen signed my guestbook. -does happy dance- You all should take a lesson from her and do the same, because it makes me happy when people sign my guestbook.. Perhaps I shouldn't've deleted my previous one, it had quite a few entries. Meh.

I rambled. Also, I'd just like to say RR, we've been missing you on the message board, actually there hasn't been much of a message board without you, where have you gone?
"I wish that I were a bubble gum, chewing on me, baby, all day long, I will be begging for sweet delight, until you say I'm yours tonight." - Aqua

04/15/03/9:17pm - Buffy's on at 10pm. Yes, I am well aware that you don't care.
"Maybe I should sit down and have a rest, 1000 swords sticking out of my back." - Add Music

04/06/03/11:46pm - Rambled. Also, changed my "pics" section, but, got lazy and only updated the link on this page and my ramblings page.

04/03/03/1:11am - Rambled.
"I am the one hiding under your bed, teeth ground sharp and eyes glowing red."

03/25/03/11:16pm - Rambled.
"Finally I got through to Annie." - Slainte Mhath

03/23/03/2:19am - Rambled. Sign the new guestbook.
"Watch me lose her, it's almost like losing myself, give her my soul and let them take somebody else." - Jack Off Jill

03/21/03/10:28pm - Rambled. Got a new guestbook.
"Juliet, she's got this brand new idea and a few lessons that she's learned, how could she be so blind in a spotlight so clear?" - Pancho's Lament

03/20/03/8:17pm - Rambled.
"I'm leaning on this broken fence between past and present tense." - The Weakerthans

03/18/03/8:59pm - Rambled.
"Do not feed that duck, he'll just sell the food and buy a lot of whiskey." - Jonathan Ball

03/17/03/8:32pm - Dude.. I posted at 8:32 again. Hahaha.. Yeah.. I rambled.
"I see you cryin', but girl, I can't stay, I'll be gone 'til November, I'll be gone 'til November. And give a kiss to my mother" - Wyclef Jean

03/16/03/8:32pm - Rambled. Also added a Buffy rambling yesterday.

03/12/03/11:11pm - Rambled. Found quotes from last year. Laughed.
"I hope a shrapnel from the bullets that caused their deaths hit me in the eye so that I will never have to witness another display of stupidity like this again." - Steph

03/11/03/6:36pm - Rambled.
"Buy me a shiny new machine that runs on lies and gasoline and all those batteries we stole from smoke alarms." - John K. Samson

03/10/03/10:37pm - Rambled. It's not a happy one.
"Feeling I've been lost for years, you can never understand me 'less you've seen those tears." - Four Star Mary

03/08/03/3:37pm - Rambled yesterday, forgot to mention it. Will probably ramble later today.
"You elect the government so quickly and now you criticize them, you don't know about the fact that you are bleeding." - Subb

03/06/03/8:19pm - Sunday was the one year anniversary and I totally missed it, so I say we party today. Yay!
"Gonna blow up everything in sight and get chased away into the night by some crazy bastard with a shotgun in his hand." - The Ataris

02/28/03/8:50pm - Rambled.
"By the way, I got your letter yesterday; it said there’s no need to be sad, it said that some things would never ever change, but that some already had." - The Weakerthans

02/19/03/8:33pm - Rambled I did. And I've been thinking maybe they make apple pie differently in Australia because I don't find it very sweet.
"I've been getting cozy with a kiwi boy, he'd kill me if I said he was sweet as apple pie." - The Waifs

02/12/03/9:53pm - Rambled.
"Have you ever met someone so stupid it hurts? And one of these days you hope he gets what he deserves? Constantly plagued by his fucking ignorance, he's ugly as sin with no common sense." - The Barrymores

02/07/03/2:07am - Rambled.
"I watched it all come crashing down, on the verge of a world profound, standing on unstable ground, adding insult to irony." - The Get Up Kids

02/05/03/10:12pm - Rambled again: see I told you I'd do it. Also, added a few more people to the list.. of people.
"Your tongue is twisted, your eyes are slit, you need a guardian." - Weezer

02/05/03/12:50pm - Rambled.

01/31/03/1:20pm - Rambled.
"We've got a microphone and its made out of plastic, we've got a show tonight, it's gonna be classic" - Nerf Herder

01/27/03/10:05pm - Rambled and because it's been stuck in my head all day, I leave you with the line that has nearly driven me insane:
"I don't know what I should do, with my hands when I talk to you, and you don't know where you should look, so you look at my hands" - The Weakerthans

01/22/03/11:05pm - Rambled. Updated my People List.
"There is nothing in the world more helpless and irresponsible and depraved than a man in the depths of an ether binge." - Fear and Loathing In Las Vegas

01/20/03/11:28pm - Rambled, I did.
"I have a demon for a wife, he delights in your pretty face and he hates my life" - Faithless

01/16/02/9:35pm - Rambled. That about sums it up.
"I got a plastic Jesus, a cordless telephone for every corner of my room, got everybody but you telling me what to do"
- Jewel
Note: Plastic Jesus. I saw a Jesus action figure at Kustom Kulture; it had sin fighting forgiveness power.

01/09/03/10:00am - Rambled.
Quote. Later.

12/27/02/1:37pm - Okay, I've missed a lot, only because I had lost any ambition for this site. Here it goes: HAPPY HANUKAH; MERRY CHRISTMAS; FURAHIFU KWANZA; HAPPY HOLIDAYS; MERRY BOXING DAY. Now, that all of that's out of the way, I guess I should mention that I rambled.
"I don't even know if I was fired. All of a sudden I wasn't on the show anymore."
- Adam Sandler

12/23/02/11:41am - It's almost Christmas *yeah*
"Had one of those days when you want to try heroin, drunk driving, some form of soft suicide." - The Weakerthans

12/11/02/9:44pm - Rambled. Made a contest (see rambling).
"This site sucks" - Anonymous

12/02/02/9:14pm - I forgot to mention it, but, I rambled a few days ago and I also updated my merch page, check it out.
"I like chocolate pudding.." - Me

11/28/02/11:41pm - Yes, I did.
"Your best friend is the first essential ingredient when putting your band together. He should love you, have blind faith in you and not be as good looking." - My Guide To Becoming..

11/15/02/9:04pm - Look, I rambled.
[Quote to be inserted later]

11/08/02/9:49pm - After consuming litres of grease today, I decided that I didn't feel well and I should go to bed. As you can see, I didn't.
"The purple circles on the map are traffic lights..? I thought they represented alien landings." - Me (rolling in sarcasm)

10/26/02/2:35pm - I MISSED YOU GUYS!.. Ah, who am I kidding; no I didn't. (Rambled).
"Man, I'm all I've got and I won't be missed" - LTJ

10/16/02/11:50pm - Reading 'Catcher In the Rye'.. it's interesting.. I updated my Buffy page and did a little rambling for "Help" as well. Enjoy.
"If I died tomorrow/I'd never be able to sell/The fact that I was punk enough/Nevertheless, Johnny Quest can go to hell" - ..I had to write a poem for english class..

10/14/02/11:55pm - HAPPY THANKSGIVING, Canada Me... I rambled.
"Okay, let's just say, hypothetically, that I cracked open one of my glow sticks and smoked it.." - Gobey (SNL '01)

10/10/02/9:27pm - I rambled. I must now clean my room. Ha. Haha.
"Oh my god, you're brilliant!
LATER THAT DAY: You suck. You really suck." - Ms. Martin

10/07/02/10:29pm - Nothing's updated, I just wanted to say: I'm not dead.. yet. I might put up a rambling tomorrow or definitely on the weekend cause I've got lots to ramble about.
"...." - .....

10/04/02/10:48pm - Rambled and added some links. The season premier of SNL is tomorrow night, are you ready?
"Sometimes I rejoice in acting like an idiot" - Me

10/02/02/7:23pm - Rambled.
"I am not in the Never Ending Story …I am not in the Never Ending Story…" - Kelly

10/01/02/11:11pm - Rambled. Added merch.
"Theta can go fuck itself, I hate this class" - Me

09/30/02/10:35pm - Added some merch and rambled a bit.
"Yes, I love this site. Who needs girls, a social life, a bath, when here'sthething is online." - RR (straight from the message board)

09/29/02/11:56pm - Rambled. Added merch, you guys should trying buy it sometime.
"I'd say here's to you staying drunk, here's to all you're good luck, you're gonna need it" - LTJ

09/28/02/1:49am - Snow. Jam. Exclusive. Is. Up. FINALLY. It's linked on my ramblings page. CHECK. IT. OUT.
"I have to say, I have no recollection of track 14 or how the hell it got on here, but I'm pretty sure it's me. It sounds like me anyway." - Jimmy Fallon

09/27/02/12:00pm - No school. Yeah. I throw some merch on the merch page, it's pretty crappy, I'm still working on it. And I rambled.
"[Insert quote here]" - [Insert name here]

09/25/02/11:36pm - I rambled. A bit.
"If I thought I'd make a difference, I'd kill myself today" - Bad Religion

09/24/02/10:23pm - If you hadn't already noticed; the site's back up. I rambled a bit about buffy and I rambled a bit in general. Check it out.
"You stand there staring at me, like you're expecting more, from a purple-haired freak, on the downside of everything, and I'm holding a camera, filming the world, and ignoring you, jackass" - 24 Armed Heists (Steph)

09/14/02/1:16pm - I updated my Buffy page, and rambled a bit.
"So tell me what do I need when words lose their meaning" - Jimmy Eat World

09/12/02/11:14pm - Rambled.
"So spare me your concern about a country you've never seen, one-sided frame of mind and an attitude all filled with greed." - Subb

09/08/02/9:16pm - I did it again.
"Dont look in there! Thats where I keep my hidden frozen things" - Jimmy Fallon (SNL '02)

09/05/02/4:45pm - Rambled again.
"Vernis à ongles" - Nail polish

09/04/02/11:19pm - Rambled.
 
"I say fuck authority, silent majority, raised by the system, now it's time to rise against them"
- Pennywise

09/03/02/10:49pm - Added a rambling and a couple more links to my links section.
"I don't understand why you beg for forgiveness right before you do it again" - NOFX

09/02/02/4:36pm - Part 2 is there, check it.
"25 years ago they spoke and they broke out of depression and oppression and together they toked and they folked out on guitars around a bon fire, just singin and clappin, man what the hell happened?" - Smash Mouth

09/02/02/2:09am - Just got back from Keri's bonfire; might post about it later, but, for now I have posted part 1 of my Snow Jam write up. I'll write part 2 sometime later today, so, check it out.
"And we raise the white flag so they can paint it red and blue, getting into bed seemed easy enough, getting out's a little harder to do" - Joel Plaskett

8/29/02/11:39pm - Slept, went to school, wanted to shoot myself, watched the awards, slept, watched more of the awards and rambled. What a productive day. Ha.
"Dude, you ate my fucking schnitzel" - Jack Black

8/28/02/9:16pm - Rambled again.. not as great.
"I was told we'd cruise the sea for American gold, we'd fire no guns" - Stan Rogers

8/28/02/1:25am - Rambled. It was great.
"I'm lamer than lame, uncool in every single way" - Nerf Herder

8/27/02/1:50am - Added a rambling and a couple of new pics.. and here is my father saying I should be in bed. True, I am tired and out of apple juice, but, I think I'll stay up for another 3 hours because I'm feeling rebellious.
"I'm unconsoled, I'm lonely. I am so much better than I used to be." - The Weakerthans

8/24/02/2:38am - Alright, I really updated the music section: I added some new bands; Tracilee didn't know who the Weakerthans are.. Well, check them out, Trace. I also threw a new Jimmy Fallon song up (Idiot Boyfriend) and guess what.. I ADDED A RAMBLING! I didn't read it over, so, if it doesn't make sense I'll fix it later, I'm just way too tired right now.
"Post it." - Steph

8/18/02/12:27am - Well..? Whatcha think? It's new. It's different. It's centred, but, is it good? Better? Sure it is. Right? Whatev'. So, I sort of updated the music section, but, I didn't because I'm too lazy to finish what I've started. No new music for you. Check out my new rambling, post a message then leave because my site sucks and you hate me because I like LTJ. Whatever. Freak.
"..Invest in K-Mart. Don't listen to what the economists say. Why? Because they like math, and math is very much a part of the Axis of Evil." - Will as Bush (SNL '02)

8/6/02/12:47pm - Added a rambling. As I said before they're many more ramblings on the message board. Many more.
"Forget what you have heard, each and every single word, those fairy tales that you embrace, no there ain't no perfect place" - Pancho's Lament

8/1/02/11:21pm - As you can see, I've cleaned up this page a bit and I did the rambling thing. I've also done some ramblings on the message board (you know, throughout the months) which is quite a nice place to be, you should check it out.
"I have to say it made me woozy, when you fucked Woody Harrelson in the jacuzzi" - Nerf Herder

7/21/11:45pm - I added some more links. That's it. I had a rambling, and I was going to add it, but, I forgot what I was going to write about. Figures... Oh yeah, I had a dream that I was the lead singer of Treble Charger; I hardly listen to Treble Charger... It was weird.
"You told me once I made you smile, we both know damn well I didn't" - Alkaline Trio

7/18/7:24pm - I added a rambling. It's pretty short, pret-boring. I believe it's going to be a slow summer. I now have the pool to keep me occupied all day and video games, sleeping and tv to keep me occupied all night. Which leaves no computer time. But, I will try to find time, for you; my loyal brain washed regulars who keep coming back time after time to see what mindless words I have written this time.
"Watching through windows you're wondering If I'm okay" - Time After Time

7/05/02/1:20pm - I fixed up my 'Just Have A Listen' section, added more songs and put each band on a different page, so, it's easier to load. Be happy.
"Yeah, next record, tambourine solo" - Jeremy Taggert (OLP)

7/04/02/10:38pm - I added a Buffy rambling and I'm still working on scanning that shirt design, but, it seems every time I go downstairs, I forget it. Damn.
"Why can't we be friends?" - Smashmouth

7/04/02/1:46pm - Added a rambling. I have another shirt design, it's awesome, I just need to scan it then I'll put up on the site.. somewhere.
"Guns don't kill people; the government does." - Dale (King of the Hill)

7/02/02/10:59pm - I added a rambling, that's it, nothing else because I've been too busy sleeping to do any shirt designs or whatever.
"Confrontation like a mirror they try to take your mind away" - Our Lady peace

7/01/02/10:19pm - I added a rambling. I'm tired. Can't sleep. Need to bathe. Will do that soon. Can't think. That's not going to change. Need to work on a new shirt design. Too lazy.
"I was working on a flat tax proposal and I accidentaly proved there's no god." - Homer

7/01/02/3:03pm - HAPPY BIRTHDAY CANADA! Yes, it is Canada Day and because of that (and Steph telling me that I had to update my site) I thought I'd just write something, so, check out my new rambling about a conflicted teenager who.. ou, I'm missing Trading Spaces. Rambling to come later. Check back.
"BVTS"? What's that, "Buffy the Vampire Teasing Slut?" - slayerdaddy (of the Beta)

6/24/02/2:12am - Look at that, I fixed up that non-existent message board link on the guestbook entries page. It's not like anybody looks in there and decides they want to go to the message board anyway. I don't even think that people come here regularly, let alone look in there. So, my note to people; Come here, bring your finds friends (it's too early to be writing), do some promoting.. for me. Please. Also, I'm thinking of making a shirt for the site, you know, that people can buy.. I don't know how much I'd have to charge, but, I'm thinking it would look something like this and and be around $16 American (that's about $24.50 Canadian) + shipping (which would mean, I'm not making much.. unless I can find a really cheap printing place) and however much shipping is, I do not know, I would have to check. But, if you think you'd be interested in a shirt, email me.
"In the future people will be exactly the same as they are now, only, uh, you know, they'll have have spaceships" - Mista Whedon

6/23/02/11:13pm - I gave my mom my site address and I said, "Go there, it's cool", and then I proceeded to urge her to come here. Why did I do that? I do not know. Was it really a smart thing to do, I ask myself. Will I regret it? Meh. Who cares. - I just wanted to say that, I didn't update ANYTHING, cause I'm lazy. Really lazy and I'm working on my pants.
"Does this mean I'm knighted? Or did I just get queened? Wow.." - Jimmy Fallon after receiving a kiss from "Dame Maggie Smith" (Ian McKellen).

6/21/02/11:01pm - Seeing as there was no school today I decided that it was time to clean my room, sure it took me about 4 hours, but, I did an awesome job. Stuff is actually organized. It's amazing!
Anyway, I updated the links; added some, moved some around. It be minty.
"If I go crazy then will you still call me superman?" - 3 Doors Down

6/21/02/1:34am - It's late, or early, rather. School's over, I wrote a story and I rambled about it. I also added some new Buffy dates in the Buffy section (but, that was a while ago I just forgot to post the update, so, they might be a little out dated).
"
I'm so embarrassed. People have their windows open, turn it down.
" - My mom while listening to Tenacious D in the car.

6/15/02/9:23pm - I straightened out some of my links, added some more, you know the whole link thing. I also added my ABDD to the Buffy section.
"Oh, and Tina losing faith in what she knows. Hates her music, hates all of her clothes. Thinks of surgery and a new nose. Every calorie's a war.." - Our Lady Peace (making a whole lot more sense now).

6/05/02/10:05pm - Added a rambling (well, actually two in one) and I'm thinking I'm going to add one tomorrow or something. Steph wants me to start a site with her. I don't know. I told her 'no', but, we are pretty funny together and stuff. 'Merrit and Steph for class historian(s)' - vote today, so, come 2004, we'll be set.
"The H is O" - SNL '00

6/03/02/9:44pm - It's my little sister's birthday today and I actually wrote a little bit about it in the 'ramblings' section, I also changed the questions in my guestbook, so, feel free to re-sign it.
"Uh-oh! That completely inappropriate chainsaw sound means we're out of time" - SNL '99

5/31/02/8:51pm - I added another rambling, some more songs, and I will soon add another Buffy rambling so watch for that.
"I often thought of becoming a lizard" - Sobe

5/27/02/10:28pm - You wanted it and now you got it. I have an ezboard, yipdee duda. Look it's 10:28 and I'm missing that funny improv show because.. because, well because I was going to go to bed, but, I guess that's not happening so I may as well catch last half hour of the JFL Improv Championships. I do everything for you guys, I miss my shows and lose sleep all to please you. WHAT MORE DO YOU WANT..?

5/27/02/5:07pm - I've decided that I'm going to add a "music" section to the site and that's only because I'm not finished my "Buffy" section yet; I'm just creating more work and letting it pile up.. yep.
"...every man is an island of moral invincibility and then one day you're fucked..." - Tenacious D

5/26/02/12:09pm - I believe today is the Teddy Bear's Picnic and because my grandma always used to take me to it when I was little, I give you all a little treat; Gob. Enjoy. ^o^

5/24/02/5:18pm - Added a rambling. I hate math. Can I say that here? Cause I hate math. A lot. Not just a little. I believe I am going crazy(/ier). But, why? I have not gone crazy enough already? I think I'm going to go and ponder life and then end up killing myself (metaphorically) when I realize how much it sucks.

*reaches into her pants pocket and finds a dollar*
MOMMY! Mommy! Look, I found a dollar in my pocket.. *ponders it for a sec* a whole dollar.. ^_^
...Just Another disillusioned fantasy.  -_-;

5/23/02/11:41pm - I added a "Buffy" section to the site because I felt I needed a place to ramble about Buffy that wasn't in the general rambling area. (Don't ask why, it's late, I can't sleep and I have a math exam tomorrow, it's just one of those days).

5/02/02/10:35pm - I did a rambling earlier and just now I'm thinking of doing another support column, but, maybe not. Who knows. Check for it anyway.

4/30/02/8:30pm - Alright, I haven't posted an update in a while, but, there have been a few; I added new pics, a rambling and some other stuff. Check it out.

3/20/02/11:46pm - I FINSIHED MY BANNER! I FINISHED MY BANNER! Okay, going a little crazy here, but, I'm finished and I can go to bed! Woohoo! And on top of being able to go to bed you can also link to my site using my nifty (oh yes; nifty) banner. Check it.

3/5/02/Midnight - I've just added a "My Ramblings" section and have taken out the "Caesar" section in hopes to bring it back and make it better. Update tomorrow, but, until then happy surfing.

3/4/02/Late afternoon - I have realized that the comments I made earlier were unthoughtful and immature, I'm blaming them on the fact that it was really early and I was in school. Anyway, I'm ready to put that behind me and admit that Steph's site has the upper hand; it's been around longer and I believe that it deserves a little more respect than mine. Great site Steph, you are truly an inspiration. TTFN.

3/4/02/Morning - Well, Steph is right beside me as we are sitting in computer class and she's bragging that she's not 'afraid' that my site will take over and she has just so graciously added a link to my site at the very beginning of her page so, in response, I have added a link to her site on my front page, see how afraid I am Steph..? I HAVE NO FEAR!

3/3/02/Midnight - Today, today is another day, well, another day passed and a new day beginning. Anyway as you can see I added a few sections to the site (the support page and the page on my dog) and I assure you a guestbook is coming, just give me time. Maybe I'll have it up tomorrow. Check back then. Au revoir until we meet again.

3/2/02/Evening - Okay I've decided what I'm gonna do with my site, I'm gonna write, rant and rave and now you're saying that my site is gonna be just like Steph's site, but, it won't be, it'll be diff'rent.. maybe even better. Steph won't admit that but does she have the miniature man eating poodle? No. Therefore I automatically win. And I'm in for a beating. So, I'll see you all when I get out of the hospital..? Cheerio then. Peaceout.

3/2/02/Afternoon - I'm just getting started here so it might take me awhile to get everything up. (Not like there's much to get up. I don't even know what I'm doing for the site. That might be my problem.). But does it matter if I get anything up? Not if nobody comes to my site. So I'm typing this and nobody's gonna read it.. How pointless. Maybe I should stop. I think I will. Stopping.. Now. But just in case someone is reading this *crosses her fingers and hopes* I will continue working on my site. Just for you. (Don't you feel special?).






**While transferring some updates to archive they disappeared some where, some how. So, just in case you wondering, yes, there are a few missing and no you are not going crazy. I am. Also if you're wondering what happened throughout the missing updates I'll try and sum it up for you.. Nothing.