This is where I will pointlessly rave, rant and ramble on about events that have no meaning and you'll read my writings and wonder if I'm on crack and my reply would be, "Yes. I am on crack, it's what keeps me sane." and now you're saying, "Oh. I didn't see that coming." Which is a lie
because I know you really did.
Ever wonder who the
hell I'm talking about? So do I.
Plandfute.
Armed With Every Precious Failure and Amateur Cartography
June 27th, 2003
So, I failed. In the first minute of the test. God. I couldn't believe
it, it was cause of stupid stuff anyway. First real turn, like 30
seconds in to the test, I was doing a left turn
and some lady was walking across the street, I could've gone, she was on
the other side of the median, I thought I'd get dinged for not going, so
I start to go and all I hear is, "STOP! The pedestrian has the
right of way." I almost had a heart attack. Then, I was doing a right
turn at a yield, and every time we came across one in driver's ed, my
instructor would always tell me to stop at the sidewalk, it's something
I wouldn't have done normally, but, trying to play it by the
rules so, maybe I make up for that lady, I stopped.
Apparently I wasn't supposed to. Also, I seem to have to have
gotten in to this bad habit of holding the steering wheel how I'm not
supposed to, and in an attempt not to recreate my going over the curb
that one night, I turned a bit wide. Whatever, that didn't matter, I
only lost 30 points on that stuff. -sigh-
REASON FOR FAILURE: Dangerous
action.
God. That's what I was told; stop at the sidewalk on the yield.. URGH!
The lady incident I admit I couldn't help, however, if she wasn't there
and instead crossing at the yield, I would've been set.
I'm really depressed and really pissed off, when really, it shouldn't
bug me. I mean, I've been crying all afternoon, which I attribute to pms.
I guess what really bugs me is that I told everyone I'd have my license
today, now they're all going to be asking me about it, and I'm going to
have to tell them I failed, which sucks, because.. urgh, whatever.
I just want to escape, to my own little place, where I can feel safe
and loved and warm, where I can do anything I ever dreamed without being
battered and torn.
20th Century Towers
June 26th, 2003
I know, I know, I haven't rambled in forever, mostly because, I'm pretty
sure Steph was the only one that read this and now that I have a
LJ she reads that.
Anyway, I have my road test tomorrow, I'm sick and I'm uber nervous
about it. Nervous only because my dad keeps saying I'm going to fail and
I know that if I get nervous I will, so, I'm nervous about being
nervous. Whatever, I can't fail, because if I do, I've wasted $25 that
could've gone towards Buffy DVDs.. All I need is some confidence..
With each step I am more certain,
Everything will turn out fine.
I have
confidence,
The world can all be mine!
They'll have to agree
I have
confidence in me.
I have confidence in sunshine,
I have confidence in
rain.
I have confidence that spring will come again!
Besides, which you
see
I have confidence in me.
Strength doesn't lie in numbers.
Strength
doesn't lie in wealth,
Strength lies in nights of peaceful slumbers,
When
you wake up, wake up!
It tells me all I trust I leave my heart to,
All I
trust becomes my own!
I have confidence in confidence alone!
Besides,
which you see,
I have confidence in me!
..I wish.
Horses, Wild or Otherwise
May 31st, 2003
http://ca.internations.net/awesomegirl/Movie1.swf
Yeah, I'm aware it needs some explanation:
While looking for the Buffy sound file of the cheese man, "I wear the cheese it does not wear me"
to use for my computer class animation I came across the chant for Hush and decided that I needed to do something with that.
So, I made a "commercial" for the remastered version of Hush, which isn't really remastered it's just got a 2 spinning around in the bottom corner of screen to make it seem different.
Read more.
I. Hate. Stuff.
May 25th, 2003 Adrian and I had
quite the interesting conversation last night, he's an awesome kid.
Title, Title, Title, Like, Dreidel, Dreidel, Dreidel
May 20th, 2003
Joss, I fucking love you, you are fucking brilliant and I love it.
The finale of Buffy is all I could ask for in a series finale; the
casualties, the uber sarcasm, the Buffy is cookie-dough
analogy,
the "I concur"'s (that was awesome), Giles' "the world is defiantly doomed" comment (which was probably the
line I loved the most because of the throw-back to The Harvest), the Welcome To
Sunnydale sign falling into (for lack of a better expression) the big
hole at the end. I loved it, I hated it, I got all sniffly.. Words
cannot describe the feeling.
In other news, I've become quite happy for Steph and Adrian, they have
so much in common.. They're good for each other. I am, however, pissed
at her for mentioning that I like Will to him.. Well, I don't really
care, just as long as he doesn't tell Will, because I'm not really up
for the weird looks I'd get from him, besides, I've kinda gotten over
him.. And I'm re-reading this going "jesus, you sound like idiot",
and I do concur, I'm
sounding like someone I'd make fun of, so, I'm going to stop.
-stops-
Unravelling Truth
May 16th, 2003
I think Jill's seriously going to tell Keri about Travis and his
cheatingness. I mean, I suppose she deserves to know, but, sometimes I
think it's better if people don't know things and this' one of those
times.
I'm now wondering if Will was successful in his plot to get with the
girl in the band, I wouldn't have otherwise thought so, but, they were
talking about her today.
Also, I hate Stephanie and her dating Adrian, it's not even like I'm mad
at her, it's more like I'm mad myself. I mean, fuck, why couldn't I have
realized he was the better one and made a lunge at him.. Why did I get
his email from Arlen and add him Steph's MSN list? Because you're a
nimrod. Ah, yes.
Our dinner theatre is coming along nicely, I think I bring a nice
ambience to stage with my portrayal of the school slut. It's not even
like anyone else is really acting, most of the other characters are just
extensions of the actors playing them. And of the, let's say, four
people actually acting, I proclaim myself superior to all of them.
Oh My God, Oh My God, Oh My God
May 13th, 2003
-spoily-
So, Angel was all like, 'you miss me' and Buffy was all like, 'let's
make out' and Spike was all like, 'how could she do this to me' and the
first was all like, 'see, what she's doing to you, I think you should
kill her' and then the episode ended. Oh my god, oh my god, oh my god. I
can't believe there's only one week left.
Also, Steph is now going out with Adrian. Yay.
That is all for now.
-baps self on head-
Remember to order your buttons nimrod.
Damn You, Damn the Broccoli and Damn the Wright Brothers
May 11th, 2003
god_999@hotmail.com has sent me a Marilyn Manson E-Card, which might be
cool, if I actually knew who this person was.
I believe that Spike totally ripped off what Angel said to Buffy in
Earshot:
ANGEL
There's no comparison. In 243 years
I've
loved exactly one person.
Spike in Touched:
SPIKE
A hundred plus years, only one thing
I've ever been sure of. You.
And you're all going, 'what a loser,
I don't watch Buffy, I don't care, why don't you write it in the
never-read Buffy section.'
And my reply would be, 'because I'm a lazy mofo.'
Also, while I'm on the topic of
Buffy:
------------------- joss
says:
(Fri May 9 18:39:45 2003)
OKAY! for the first time ever,
someone pretended to be me with some measure of success!
Congratulations. Here's exactly what came of it: the brass at the WB saw
the post, thought it was me, and got wicked pissed off. The fact is,
they are still deciding the schedule, and Angel's future is still in
doubt. Making them angry at this stage is, shall we say, unhelpful.
Hopefully my colorfulness will make it clear I'm me, I don't have time
for the usual funny.
----------------
WB people actually read the message board..? Like, get a life. Anyway,
we'll know about Angel on Tuesday.
Steph and Chris came over yesterday to play Risk; I kicked some ass
again. Although, Chris' 50 somewhat armies in the Congo may've proved to
be indestructible if we didn't get really bored of it after 3 hours of
playing and decide that I was probably going to win.
And
http://www.livejournal.com/~oracular/ because enigmatic was
taken.
If Only Hitler Had It This Easy
May 10th, 2003
Steph, Susan/Tracilee and I played Risk yesterday all in hopes of world
domination, unfortunately only one of us could actually take over the
world: IN YOUR FACES, BIOTCHES. They formed an alliance against me,
something in which they really shouldn't of done because it prompted me
to take the rest of the America's from Tracilee (something which I
wasn't going to do until I had secured Australia and lower Asia) and
from there I spread like the plague. MUAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA!
My back really hurts from sitting hunched over the game board for the
almost 4 hours it took us to play. And in hopes of having better time,
playing, I'm hosting a Risk party next Saturday.. A strip Risk party..
yes..
There's So Much I'll Never Know
May 7th, 2003
Here.
It's me and Steph discussing the script for our lame-ass dinner
theatre*.
Guys that chase squirrels: Are you retarded? What exactly prompts you to
chase an over-grown rat? Even you caught it, what would that prove? The
fact that you're dumb enough to touch something that is probably covered
in disease? I hope you die.
*Explained below.
You Get What You Give
May 5th, 2003
Is now the title of our lame-ass dinner theatre which can't even be
called a dinner theatre, because.. whatever, it sucks. Fuck.
Be excited, you're Harry Goldfarb! Though your
heart's in the right place, those drugs really
mess you up. You steal from your mother, feed
your girlfriend's habits, and don't have the
sense to shoot up in another arm before you
lose the one you're using! You need to realize
that chasing the American Dream will get you
nowhere but in a prison hospital.
Which Sexy Movie Drug Addict Are You?
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I should have realized that taking the Which Sexy Movie Drug Addict Are
You, would give me nothing but a depressing result.. He is sexy, though.
..I didn't order my buttons, the thought didn't even cross my mind until I
looked at this page.
Will stood beside me today, there was chemistry.. What? There was..
There was.
(How was that for a good Steph impression..?)
And I can't help thinking that I've used the wrong form of "there",
let's see:
There
Their
They're
Seems to be right, still looks wrong.. Oh well.
God, I hate having crushes on people.. It's (almost) demeaning.
Also, check
my blurty
-wonders how many times she's plugged this already-
for stupid posts (I'm trying to save the good stuff here). I hate having
two things to update, it's annoying, I'd just drop the site, but, it's
like my baby.. I can't, besides, I'm thinking of making a comic section
where I make funny stuff.. huh, huh.. c'mon you know I'm funny and
you know you'll like my funny stuff, you want it. Bad.
I guess I should also mention that Steph gave me a LiveJournal code (yay),
but, I spelled enigmatic, engimatic (it was late), so, I'm
waiting till I get my code, then I will invite myself and spell it the right
way (I know what you're thinking: genius) and then I will experience all
things LiveJournal. Anyway, after I get my code from the next one (two
weeks), I will post here, and one lucky person will get it.. assuming
anyone actually reads this bullshit.
..I really want those buttons.. I
will order them tomorrow.
-promises herself-
It's Raining; I'm Happy
May 4th, 2003
So, I think I'm going to order my buttons tomorrow:
 
 
 
 
I also for those of you who haven't read
my blurty, me and Schtephy are going try and enter next
Monday's (the 12th)
song fight (So Aggravating). Here's what we have so far:
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